Crossing the Hedge

Questions for a Fox

When did the fox come?

And when did he leave?

Why did he come only in my dreams?

A visitor in a little girl’s sleep

Why did he leave and has not been seen?

I miss running down that path

On four paws with him in the lead

The lessons that he gave me

Once they were learned

He simply never returned

 

Why does crow follow me?

And leave feathers for me?

My childhood friend

The children on the playground

I kept to myself, with crow

And his murder at the other end

On my shoulder he perches

I don’t trust him with my eyes

I fear he might make me blind

And what would he show me then?

 

What bird would owl have been

If I had known him for his self?

The brown little bird

Who flew from Her hands

Perhaps he would have been a wren?

But he is an owl instead

Does it really matter then?

Is owl even a male?

I ask his name

The title for a goddess he gave

And yet he seems a he

As he sinks his talons into me

And makes me shove things in my chest

 … Continue reading

Horned God Devotional

We got a sneak peek at the Table of Contents for the Devotional today! Check it out here.

To wet your appetite and make you run out to buy it when it comes out, here is (a slightly different version of) the essay I contributed.  There’s also a photo, a ritual and a poem of mine in the Devotional. I had started a “Very Brief History Of” but it got a little long and out of hand and then life got in the way. I am still working on that piece though, off and on. Someday I might just finish it! Anyways … I’m sure the Devotional will be amazing, just look at the contributors! I can’t wait!

I lay scattered in the abyss

Surrounded by a bleak

And terrifying nothingness

The creatures I had trusted

Who naively I had followed
Have torn me apart

And left me in a mess

The shock and horror

Their betrayal

The pain of my dismemberment
Fills my being and all that I am

And then suddenly is forgotten
As I begin to contemplate the blackness
And the fact that though torn asunder
I am still capable of self and thought
I realize that… Continue reading

Chop Wood, Carry Water

It’s amazing how the mind (and the rest of ourselves) falls into routines and patterns and learns to prefer certain methods over others. I am truly a creature of habit.

The majority of my adult life has been spent living on acreages of one sort or another, having access to large tracks of land, privacy and all that comes with it. As such my most effective methods for inducing trance states, (and any or all altered states of consciousness) which would be the step towards Crossing or full on ecstatic work, are built around a rural life. Or at the very least, having a yard or garden.

I am a repetitive motion Witch. Raking leaves, shovelling manure or snow, washing the floor, chopping firewood, pulling weeds, and other similar tasks have been my main methods of entering into trance states for much of my time as a Witch. I can quite easily gradually slip deeper and deeper into an altered state as I dig rocks out of the earth with my hoe until the task is completed and then leaving my tool in the shed, wander off to a pre-prepared ritual spot waiting for my arrival.

This style of trancing… Continue reading

Are You Scared Yet?

I was wandering around the bloggo-sphere the other day when I came across a blog by someone discussing their frustration with ritual (I honestly forget which blog it was which is too bad or I’d be replying to them!).

They just haven’t gotten “it” … they aren’t feeling “it”. “It” is out of their grasp. They aren’t sure anything is happening. You know what I mean, I don’t have to articulate it anymore than that.

The blogger in question spoke of feeling like they should fake it until they made it, just keep plugging away and going through the motions on the hope that they will have a break through.

On account of my suffering from a mild fever all I have in response mostly comes in the form of questions and ranting. (Read: I am slightly out of my mind right now)

First of all I am no longer a big fan of the fake until you make it system. I worry that by doing so we are training our selves to play pretend. Brains especially like routine, not just in actions but in thought and feeling, so I wonder at the possibility of training the brain to fake… Continue reading

The Flu and Divination

Some awesome questions were posted over at the Wild Geek Hang (the forum) about using pendulums, Ouija boards and what-not and I gave a rather long answers. Since I have the flu they were slightly fevered answers though! Enjoy:

  1. First and foremost, is Ouija as dangerous as common opinion would have me believe? What are the risks involved in using a Ouija board?
  2. Are there any similarities between what I’m looking to do and Ouija in terms of risk?
  3. Are there any specific precautions I need to take when using a board? How different is it from yes/no questions?
  4. Can the pendulum be influenced by other, less benign, spirits?
  5. I’ve heard talk of ‘opening doorways’ – what is it, and is it necessary? I’ve been doing simple yes/no questions without any ritual or faff so far
  6. Is doing this sort of thing without ritual or faff a good idea? Do I need to lay out some sort of protection?
  7. If opening doorways is necessary, how do you do it properly and how do you close it afterwards?
  8. Is there any chance I could get in over my head by doing this? (I accept the possibly, but how severe are we… Continue reading

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