Juniper
Unworthy of Love
All I ever wanted was to be loved
As a child I would lay on my bed
Press my back against the wall
And pretend there was someone spooning me
Holding me
Why am I so unworthy of love?
What crimes have I committed?
What have I done or not done?
I am loyal to the bone
I’m not smelly or ugly
I can cook
I am fun
But no one wants me
What’s wrong with me?
Why am I so unworthy of love?
I give my heart fully, utterly
And it gets handed back to me
Like some unwanted piece of trash
I see other women who are not as nice
Not as smart
Not as pretty
Not as kind
And they have love
Husbands
Why not me?
What’s wrong with me?
Why doesn’t anyone love me?
I’d do anything for love
Move across country
Give you everything
So long as I can still be me
But they don’t want me
They send me packing
What’s wrong with me?
Why am I so unworthy of love?
Why can’t I wake up knowing
That the man in my bed isn’t going?
I have asked the gods for love
Time and… Continue reading
ADMIN NOTICE: Major Updates!!
Hi guys, just giving you a heads up that the Hedge will be undergoing major updating starting July 11 and it might take a week to get it all sorted. We are going from Joomla (the program) 1.5.x to Joomla 1.6.x in anticipation of switching to Joomla 1.7.x sometime later. We will also do some upgrading of the forum, user access, themes and so forth.
If there are any features you’d like to see for the site (better profile or PM-ing), now is the time to make suggestions. I can’t make any promises though.
The forum program has switched from freeware to $80 US a year! So we may be switching to a new forum platform, but don’t worry, we won’t lose any content.
Updating has Begun
Updating the whole Hedge has begun (it’ll take a while). I stared with the blog, since WordPress is pretty straightforward.
Meet Sir Kinght
Say hello to sir knight. He is a suit of armour, in miniature. He stands a little under knee high. Sir knight was won by Brendan at a Bardic competition at some point. Even Bren agrees that somebody lives in sir knight. I dunno exactly what he is … just some random little brownie or something. *shrug* He seemed nice enough.
He hangs out in the entryway, the hub of the apartment, keeping an eye on everything.
He gets knocked over sometimes.
At some point I started calling him sir knight. He gets a beer to himself now and then, and the odd heel of bread or bit of cheese, usually when we’re having the good stuff. I pat his head, especially as we come and go, this is something I’ve seen a few different people to do. He’s also gotten time spent with a view out the window (once also with a nice microbrew local beer).
One day Bren brought home a fake Hawaiian lei from work and I put it on sir knight as a joke. He loved it and didn’t want me to take it off. He got a new one for Imbolg. If you’re throwing… Continue reading
Summer Rain
Worked in rain today
Wicked storm went by, then left.
Sun came out. Nice.
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